Wednesday, July 25, 2018


Mum woke me this morning with a bunch of balloons for my birthday. Spent the day binge watching the Kardashians, light hearted to help me forget how sad my birthday makes me. Hannah, John and Bob surprised me with a cake she'd made, and it was nice to hang out with the kids for a bit. Then I went to erina with mum to get chocolates and icecream.

Tuesday, July 24, 2018


little Noah already has more feathers than yesterday. He's such a cheeky little bird, always hungry and begging for food.

Monday, July 23, 2018


Little Noah who I got yesterday. So anxious today, my whole life has become anxiety and flashbacks. It doesn't help that I found out he did it to another girl after me. It doesn't help that he was outside his dad's house the other day.


Had dinner at Darling Harbour with mum tonight, before picking Natasha up from the airport. Feeling extremely anxious but the break was nice.

Saturday, July 21, 2018


Tired today, slept badly because of the anxiety. The animals brightened my day.

Friday, July 20, 2018


Spent the day shopping with mum. Exhausted, my anxiety is high right now.

Thursday, July 19, 2018


Had lunch with Wendy, Alison, and Georgina today.  Spoke a lot about hospital, and other things. Just a great catch up.

Wednesday, July 18, 2018


Had lunch today with Sara at the Lotus Cafe. It was lovely to see her and catch up outside of hospital